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May. 22nd, 2006 @ 02:09 am
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The Adventure
I wanna have the same last dream again
The one where I wake up and I'm alive
Just as the four walls close me within
My eyes are open up with pure sunlight
I'm the first to know
My dearest friends
Even if your hope has burned with time
Anything that is dead shall be re-grown
And your vicious pain, your warning sign
You will be fine
Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Any type of love it will be shown
Like every single tree reach for the sky
if you're gonna fall
i'll let you know
that i will pick you up
like you for i
i felt this thing
i can't replace
when everyone was working for this goal
where all the children left without a trace
only to come back as pure as gold
to recite this all
Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Tonight
Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Tonight
Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
Hey oh, here I am (do this with me)
Here we go
life's waiting to begin (do this with me)
Hey oh, here I am (do this with me)
Here we go
life's waiting to begin
life's waiting to begin
Tom has been my idol since gr7 and with that song he shows y he is still. His song here cuts into some of the deeper nessecities of life and everytime i hear it, i cant help but agree with everything he is saying. Life is jus waitin 2 begin indeed.. whether that means an indivduals life or every1's life.. we decide when it starts to take off and soar.. not the other way around. thru all the challenges we must b ready and with it, success, love and harmony will b the outcomes.Current Mood:  contemplative Current Music: The Adventure - Angels and Airwaves |
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here's a song i worte a couple of yrs ago in my journal for days jus like these.
"Falling Apart"
While i walk the path of my mistakes,
i can hear u laughing,
i can see you pointing,
and i sure as hell see you having a hell of a time
But even though ive tried for,
cried for u,
lied for u,
you still make me choke on everything i havent yet done 4 u
So 2nite i lay, face first in my hands
beggin, pleadin and prayin for a chance to make up for ive done,
wut i havent done,
and wut i have yet to do.
Rite here im falling apart,
your words strangle,
as your posture punishes,
cant u fuckin see me splitting at the seams?
tearing at the edges?
WATCH ME FUCKIN FALL APART B4 YOUR EYES!!!
I guess im not enough,
am i just your cliche lover?
cuz if i am go fuck yourself!
i stand here dedicated to my love for u,
as u r over there makin me feel stupid for doing so
So wut the fuck was it all for?
why did i sacrifice?
and y did i plead?
it was all for nothin,
u have made that much clear
So 2nite i lay, face first in my hands
beggin, pleadin and prayin for a chance to make up for ive done,
wut i havent done,
and wut i have yet to do.
Rite here im falling apart,
your words strangle,
as your posture punishes,
cant u fuckin see me splitting at the seams?
tearing at the edges?
WATCH ME FUCKIN FALL APART B4 YOUR EYES!!!
so go ahead and try and enjoy life without me,
cuz i kno you wont,
you have my love darling.. jus learn not 2 abuse it
So 2nite i lay, face first in my hands
beggin, pleadin and prayin for a chance to make up for ive done,
wut i havent done,
and wut i have yet to do.
Rite here im falling apart,
your words strangle,
as your posture punishes,
cant u fuckin see me splitting at the seams?
tearing at the edges?
WATCH ME FUCKIN FALL APART B4 YOUR EYES!!!Current Mood:  crushed Current Music: Rembrance ballad- Atreyu |
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Feb. 12th, 2006 @ 02:23 am
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| Your Inner Child Is Scared | 
Like a kid, you tend to shy away from new experiences.
You prefer what's tried and true - novelty is scary!
New foods, new places, and new friends are difficult for you to deal with.
Some say you're predictable, but you enjoy being comfortable. |
| Your Stripper Song Is | 
I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears
"I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it.
I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it."
You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to! |
| You Are Dublin Mudslide Ice Cream | 
You won't remember any of this in the morning |
| You Are Kermit | 
Hi, ho! Lovable and friendly, you get along well with everyone you know.
You're a big thinker, and sometimes you over think life's problems.
Don't worry - everyone know's it's not easy being green.
Just remember, time's fun when you're having flies! |
| You Are Likely a Third Born | 
At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.
In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration. |
| What Your Underwear Says About You | 
You have a lucky pair of underwear. And you wear it more than you should.
You're not afraid to lay around resting your hand in your pants. |
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 49% Pure | 
You're not one to kiss and tell...
But word is, you kiss pretty well. |
| Your Inner Blood Type is Type B | 
You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and |
| How You Life Your Life | 
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. |
| Your 2005 Song Is | 
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating"
In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care. |
| You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
| Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" | 
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive |
| Your Eyes Should Be Gray | 
Your eyes reflect: Intensity and drive
What's hidden behind your eyes: A sensitive soul |
| Your Dating Purity Score: 82% | 
You are an innocent dater.
You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.
Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample! |
| You Are 50% Addicted to Blogthings | 
You're a Blogthings fiend - addicted but not totally dependent.
So what if you know your personality type by heart?
And while you may feel like Blogthings is crack...
There are people much worse off than you! |
| You Are 23 Years Old | 
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
| You're a LiveJournal Newbie! | 
You haven't been sucked in by LiveJournal... yet.
Maybe you haven't had an account for long - or maybe you haven't spent enough time exploring LJ.
Don't worry - a few ego strokes thrown your way, and you'll be hooked. Patience. |
Current Mood: drained Current Music: helina - MCR |
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Feb. 12th, 2006 @ 02:19 am
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| Your Inner Child Is Scared |
Like a kid, you tend to shy away from new experiences.
You prefer what's tried and true - novelty is scary!
New foods, new places, and new friends are difficult for you to deal with.
Some say you're predictable, but you enjoy being comfortable. |
Current Mood: bored Current Music: sink or swim- headly |
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Feb. 12th, 2006 @ 02:16 am
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| Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker | 
Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)
You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.
Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life* |
Current Mood: awake Current Music: stricken- disturbed |
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ok.. so my internet went down.. AGAIN!! for 2 fuckin days, so here i am gettin these 3 songs in as i said i would. lol @ no6 its my favorite band Blink 182, i lvoe this song cuz of how tru to me it is.. and plus the drum solo in it is siiiiiiiick!! k so @ no5 is "I'm lost without you"
I'm Lost Without you
I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
at number four, tom delonge's lyrics strike again, cept wit his 2002 project band, boxcar racers.
There is
This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13 hour drive
I miss the grinded concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you but you swear you loved me more
Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will I shake this off pretend its all okay
That there someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
Loves a girl
Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
and at number 3 , this song is one of my favorites. It's by the UK band Breaking Point, and it says everything that needs to b said to the person u want back.
All messed up
I hope I never wake up
I dream about you all the time now
And I don't wanna face
Another night without you here
Some day, some way, some how
We will be together again
Together again
You know I've always wanted
Just to feel the touch of your love
You know I've always hated
Knowing how far apart we are
Some day, some way, some how
We will be together again
I just want you to know
Baby I'm all messed up in you
You're far away
But you're here with me
Baby I'm all messed up in you
You're all I need
My everything, Whoa
Every night I wake up
Hoping that I'll find you here and
There's not a day that goes by
I don't think about your smile
Some day, some way, some how
We will be together again
I just want you to know
Baby I'm all messed up in you
You're far away
But you're here with me
Baby I'm all messed up in you
You're all I need
My everything, Yeah
And I know that we will find a way
To be together some day
And I promise you that I won't leave
I'll be here forever, whoa
Baby I'm all messed up in you
You're far away
But you're here with me
I'm all messed up in you
You're all I need
My everything, Whoa
I want you
I need you
I'm lost here without you
I'm all messed up in you, Aahh
Hope I never wake up
I dream about you all the time now
well there u have it, all caught up, later all
Feb. 11th, 2006 @ 12:56 am
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well here is my song of the week, another atreyu song.. yah.. i just cant wait for taste of chaos!!!!!!
The Rembrance Ballad
These days are closing in
The end has become apparent
We're only here for so long
Will anyone remember my name
When time has washed away the dust of our ashes?
When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
What's out there?
What is my eternal fate?
It only just recently hit me
That this life is just a state
Mortality fading, like the innocence of love
I'm scared to death of what's to become
Of my immortal soul of this eternal flame
Will you remember?
Will your heart sing with pain?
Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end in a blanket of darkness
What of my soul, what of my soul?
All those things you couldn't say
You should've said
All those I-love-you's lost
Weighed more like lead on your chest
What if I could take back all those misspent days?
Every second of anger, I would wash my sins away
Feb. 8th, 2006 @ 11:04 pm
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so valentines day is comin soon and i was thinking id post up each day a love song .. or sumthin to do wit it, in order of my 6th fav to my first. so my number six is by Atreyu, it's called "Demonology and Heartache".
So unaffectionate, so insecure
You claim to know a thing or two about heartache
And what it's like to have your insides torn out
And I believe you
I see it every time your pallbearer's pallor is
obscured by the darkness (the darkness)
Dancing across your face (across your face)
and when the blackness veils your eyes in pain
I know what it's like when memories make you wince
And love letters read like obituaries
And photo albums are the books of the dead
I need no reminders no more reminders
I'll forget the past and lay it to rest
If I had my way
I'd cut the calluses
off your breaking heart
If I could get past the sternum
Cauterize those wounds with
Every kiss I could give to you
I'm holding your heart in my hands
The reason it still beats
Am I being too cryptic?
Am I being too obscure?
Am I being too cryptic?
Am I being too obscure?
Love kills, romance is dead
And I don't even trust myself
But I love you
And you can pull my wings apart
And pin me down under glass
Until the end of days if it can help you
Discover that we share the same pain
I just hope you write your thesis
Before your subject is dead
No life after death
If I had my way
I'd cut the calluses
off your breaking heart
If I could get past the sternum
Cauterize those wounds with
Every kiss I could give to you
I'm holding your heart in my hands
The reason it still beats (x2)
Feb. 8th, 2006 @ 10:53 pm
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well ive sort of been saved a bit..i got 2 do my history exam after all and i eventually got sum of my comm tech up so i could get a passing grade. of course.. there's always bad news. well i learned that my 7 yr old sister has bell's pasly.. a virus that effects the nerve in your face and causes paralysis, want an example? jean chretian has a permanent douse of it. this along with my dad's generic knee deteriaint, my uncle mike having MS and my aunt havin to move 2 BC cuz of her constant health issues while living here, and then my ulcer, my dad's family isnt lookin good health wise. this week has been relatively stressful.. but 2nite i was able to let alot of it go with a fun nite wit the gang. dinner was great, im definitly keepin that place in mind for future reference. And i didn yell out my dog's havin her period, not like ne1 else heard *shifty eyes*. and the joke catie and ash heard, ive been online playin most nites, i havent seen that one yet, ill have to ask around bout it :P. Im in total agreeance wit cathie on missin summer, definitly sum of the greatest memories of my life this summer. cant wait till we get 2 do it again!! later all, good health 2 u all
Feb. 4th, 2006 @ 01:20 am
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here's everythin i could say and then sum
"Sorrow"
because i need you more than you need me
because i want you more, i know
because we move too fucking fast
i think i really had to wish to make this last, i know
i'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you would
because i cared way more
because i really felt that you felt so much more, i know
i'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you would
i'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you could
i'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you would
i'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you could
believe me if you could
Jan. 31st, 2006 @ 10:42 pm
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